Ahh soo depressed with these stupid boobs :(

This is just a moan really but I'm so down about them! Just tried on some bras in marks and spencers and I wish I hadn't. I am in a 30g which is fab but they just look so awful without a bra. The left is so small in comparison to the right cos its so high and they just look so wrong. There is way too much boob at the top of the breast and barely any underneath. The muscle tensing makes them look deformed and I'm just regretting having them done again so much. Can't imagine them ever being right again :( I have to wait till 17th to see my surgeon and I'm sure hes going to make me wait till May time to have them fixed. So depressed about it. They looked so good before but I had to worry about the roation didnt I. Why couldn't I have just lived with it. At least they looked ok then - except for when the left one flipped over or turned upside down anyway. I regret this soooo much. Praying they can be fixed by changing the placement if not I think im just going to remove them altogether and be done with it.

Oh rexie, so sorry you're feeling this way. Fx they can be fixed soon if they don't or can't naturally change. 

Does your surgeon know how you're feeling? Can't you get to we him sooner? 

Big hugs xx 

Rexie just sending you some love hun.xxx

Yes my surgeon knows, I've sent him about a dozen emails and seen him twice since my op, we were giving it a few more weeks to see if it settles but it hasn't, if anything its worse so I got the forst available appointment.  Hes been great and so has his poor secretary, shes been bombarded with loads of upset emails from me! I'm just impatient, I had the reop to fix my rotation issue and now have a whole new set of issues. Just really disappointing and frustrating :( xx

Can Imagine, really hope that you can get sorted ASAP. Lots of love xx

There's going to come a day in your future that'll be your turning point Rexie - it does come to us ALL and your day will come too hun. 

Its bloody hard when you're trapped in that time when you see nothing but problem, after problem, after problem, but whether they settle alone, or you need a small re-op to tweak a little something, there IS a beautiful pair of boobs in there just waiting to come out Rexie and they're all YOURS hun.

Whilst you wait.... We will wait with you darling  

Thank you so much. Its almost worse cos I remember how good I felt the first time I had them done and I just want that feeling back so bad! Keep trying so hard to be positive then I look at them and all the sickness and regret comes back. Hope my day hurries up! Thank you so much for all your support and for listening to me whinge so much! Xxx

 
I can't offer much more than a hug! BEST wishes for 2014, may it be a good one for you xx

aww bbz, its awful just not loving your boobs i am still the same with mine just now and its my first op - i am normally a very glass half full person and i some girls are just so happy but i am still waiting for that - i am sure it will come to us both.  i see my surgeon in my birthday, 17th feb and i am just going to wait till then aa i know if i e-mail or ask to see him sooner he will but will just tell me to wait.

feels like i am waiting a lifetime!!

let us know how you get on

hugs
xx