Booby Blues...

Sleep deprivation in the worst...it makes everything look 100 % worse than it actually is. I am sure you will feel tons better when you are back at work, have someone to talk to and are tiring yourself out during the day so will sleep a little better.
I have felt the same as you many times over the past month, mostly i think because in hindsight i wish i hadn't had it done. I kept thinking why did i put myself through this pain, why did i spend all that money etc etc. I have felt teary a lot over the weeks and it think it's only because i had my son out here on holiday that i haven't given in and cried my eyes out. I also felt like others did - a total anticlimax when all of the excitement is gone, the healing begins and they are stuffed into an ugly, tight compression bra which to the outside world and beneath clothes, doesn't even look like you have had anything to show for your money or pain BUT just think of when they heal how absolutely and utterly fantastic you will look and feel in a bikini on the beach or in a fabulous dress at a party...it WILL be worth it. Chin up chick and feel free to pm me if you need to cry/complain/sulk...i'm happy to lend a listening ear anytime 

Woah look at the jugs on you Goldilockz! Unbelievable =D can't believe you've finally had them done, congratulations! Everytime you feel down look at your pre ba picture and take a new one and look at the difference. I had the blues and it does fade eventually =] mine might have lasted a week tops. Can't believe how gorgeous they look so soon post op  so jealous! x