Not as excited anymore!!! :(

Had a really crap day yesterday as husband walked through the door at 10.30 to say that he and the other two in his office have been sent home as they will probably be made redundant on Tuesday!!! Has to go back in on Tuesday to find out!! As you can imagine my instinct was to cancel my op even though I paid on Tuesday (**naughty word** typical eh) but hubby said don't be stupid and to still have it done. I said it's not important now and he said I feel like this now but in six months time when everything's back to normal I would probably wish I'd have had it done still. He should be paid for the next two months and not have to go in so will have the time off with me anyway.

He's very confident about getting another job, however for me the excitement I have been feeling up to now has totally gone and all I can think about is his job :( :(

I sound really selfish but almost think it's not very important anymore as I already have boobs albeit small and kind of makes you prioritise things.

Sorry for the moan but just feeling rubbish at the moment.

Gemma xx

Aw Gemma your bound to feel like this its natural, im sure as it gets closer you will start feeling better about it again, thinking of you hun.

x x x

its only natural to feel like that. But rememeber you have paid, you need to feel happy to.
I am hoping to have my op on the nhs as i meet the criteria but i have also booked to see a private surgeon and i will find the money somehow if i have to. We have 3 very young children and am not working to bring them up, we struggle every month but my happiness has hit rock bottom. So i know deep down inside you will be wanting them done.

Your hubby is supporting you 100% on this so let him be there for you and you enjoy your new boobs. xxx

So sorry to hear your husband's news hun

I know you probably feel like it won't be worth it now, but your husband's still behind you..he obviously knows you very well and wants you to be happy too! He's being optimistic, that's the main thing, and it's not ideal circumstances but at least he will be around to help you out PO. That could turn out to be valuable.

Hope everything works out ok, and the excitement returns nearer the time xxx