December Buddies

That's it decided then your gut's saying 460 so 460 it is.
I'm going for the Nagor Impleos mod round overs, i've got my pre op tomorrow, felt a bit of a nervy tummy today for 1st time, freaking out about my uneven boobs in my before pics hasn't helped, i bet i share that with the nurse tomoz when all the poor woman'll be doing is my health checks.
My hubby bought me some new slippers today, as he said i can't go into hos with my minging old ones, i'n trying not to biy anything i don't really need as still have a couple of xmas pressies to get.
Have you got your kids pressies sorted? X

Hey Louise...oh my thoughts are with Wonderwoman today, i never thought a BA would cause so many emotions!!

Good luck with your pre-op. It can't hurt to ask the nurse, she may decide to send a pic to your surgeon just to put your mind at rest. I'm sure it will all be fine, don't be nervous  

Oh that's sweet of your hubby. My slippers are a disgrace, but a new pair is on my xmas list LOL! I've bought most of my xmas presents now and post op stuff - shopping has been my way of not worrying about the Op! I've decided to be very strict and only buy a few gifts for the girls this year. They always get given so much by Grandparents etc, and they really are too small to want for much. Otherwise we'll need a bigger house for all the plastic toys!! How about you? xxx

Oh I know MissC, my uneven boobs seem very trivial today, after hearing Wonderwoman's situation. I'm due my period and think they're a bit uneven due to that as my left does tend to get a bit more tender at my time of mnth, so I feel a bit better today, thanks hun.
 I can't stop thinking about Wonderwoman's post, I've asked myself what would I do if my hubby said that to me, I absolutely adore him and I'd be devastated.
Wonderwoman if you read this, we're all here for you sweetheart.
I've tried to reign it in this year too with kids pressies, my little boy wrote his list and it was 2 pages long, so he had to rewrite it and narrow it down, a good lesson for him I think, they do get so spoiled nowadays and all these blooming techno gadgets like Tablest etc are blooming expensive. (Listen to me when I'm about to part with almost £4k for a pair of boobs, lol)

Hmmm ...

I was not prepared for my break up too - esp since it was on the same day as my last consultation ..

I made up my mind to go ahead though with my BA and end the r/ship too ..

We were not married (thankfully) - its funny - he started the whole BA stuff and initially i was not hung on it or bothered - then i found this forum - read loads up, soaked it in and then got boobie craze..

He had agreed to chip in - but i have not heard from him since then (hoping not too either)..

I had a feeling he became insecure at the last minute - cos it meant i was going to have the BA that would give me much more attention than he could handle - he felt threatened and also felt he had not gotten enough commitment from me ..

He would make remarks like - if we pay for the boobies together - you have to promise not to ever leave me .. and i would say NO ..

cos i dont know what tomorrow holds - and yes i do care alot - but i am not willing to be a back bench - done that for loads of years and this new yr - i am been SELFISH - starting with my BA!!!

anyways - i feel my OH was insecure ...

Wonderwoman  - i send you all my hugs!!!

Now my ticker says 7 days - i am not excited and neither am i worried ... am kinda placid now .. i dont know why ..

I got the following:

Onesie - primark £11
Arnica - pharmacy £5
Slippers - primark £3.5
V pillow - tesco - £10.99

that's it so far..

I have this weekend to do all the last min shopping / cooking ...

Mon - here i come

Prettylil 7 days woohoo, until a whole new chapter for you, well done lady for being strong.
Had my pre op today, it was longer than thought, I expected to be in an hour, had hubby sitting outside watching my little girl, I ended up in for an hour, she drove him mad stuck in the car for that time.
There was so many swabs taken from lots of places, it makes you feel a bit paranoid, I got stage fright trying to pee in the cup, my blood pressure was too high and had to get it taken 3 times and then I'm asking the blooming nurse is my surgeon good, will he do a good job! Oh I'm glad that's done with now, I just want to get on with it all now and get op out of the way, here's hoping the next 2 weeks are calm.x

Hi miss b, my surgeon decided my size after measuring me at last consul, I'm like you I don't want people to notice a massive increase in size lol, but then equally I didn't want to go threw op etc and wish id gone bigger, I told my surgeon I'd like to go up to a c cup, I'm an a at mo, so hopefully ill b arnd that size, when are you due to have op?

6 days to go ....    

I just suddenly thought - what if i never make it out of the surgery - what will happen to my only child ...

Prettylil try not to think like that it's just your nerves kicking in! Who is looking after your child whilst your having your surgery?

May - my son is 18yr and i am a day case ...

so he will be in sch whilst am getting new boobs!

ok dolls - forgot to mention - i started my arnica yesterday ..

7 days before i was told ... here i go!!!!

tomorrow - i pay off all and then mayb it will sink in..

dolls - do i need to pack a bag still - am a day case..      

oh Lord - i have wanted this twinnies for so long and now i am so close yet am going crazy ..

calm my fears dear Lord

OMG Prettylil, you're making me nervous, lol, arrghh 6 days. I had those crazy thoughts last night too, about leabing my kids for the sake of vanity, it's mental bonkers torture we're putting ourselves through, just for the drama, lol I love a drama,lol.
My nurse told me to get Arnica yesterday, where do I get that is it tablets?
I'd still pack a little bag for day case, clean pants for sure in case you wet yourself with excitement on the day

I forgot about arnica lol, do you get it from holland and Barrett's? Wish I was a day case, not looking forward to being away from home over night, yesterday I went shopping for some sports bras, I was looking at all the other beautiful bras, it's hard to imagine the change in size I was comparing the a cups to the c's it's seems a massive jump lol can't wait to get it over with and get shopping!

Arnica - i got from my local pharmacy for £5.99.

Louise -  - yes you are right and knowing me - i will wet my pants when I wake up to new boobies!!!

yes hun - 6 days .. am gettin close to my excitement now ...

just no one to share it with except you ladies ..

oh i saw a beautiful bra in marks (dd) oh gosh - that's where i fell in love with the 'dd' size - such a diff in look and all ..

well i am a few days away now ..

i have marked my 1st bra fitting day too .. 13th of Jan .. all seems so fast ..

but i am glad i have someting to look 4ward too for myself!!!

selfish but am cool with it!!!

Got my Arnica today and on tomorrows shopping list - some nice comfy Primarni pants (Primark), oh and maybe nipple tassles, or is it too soon for them, lol.x

May, I'm having my op in 9 days!!!!! 5th December, it's come round unbelievably quick! 
Prettylil I keep having these scary feelings where I think "what if I don't make it" should I leave letters for my family who don't even know about the op and then I think should I tell my husband I'm thinking this, and get the, I told you so speech. Am I being totally paranoid! 
Xx

I've had the same thoughts too, was even thinking of writing a will lol but I've decided on 100% positive thoughts op will go well boobs will b amazing and I will be a more confident woman, for once in my life I'm doing something for me, I've always put my family, work etc first! So now it's me and my new boobs lol

Glad it's not just me thinking this way. Positive thinking from now on then, I like it! Xx

5 days to go      

Eek how exciting Lil! .. Are you feeling a bit better about it all today? 

I've got my pre-op today then payday tomorrow so I can start buying things for mine! 

Nearly our month girls!! 

Mornin ladies, I've got my pre op as well today, and going to pay, 9 days till my op not long now! Just abit worried as I've got a cold hopefully will be rid of it well before op

I am just normal at the moment - i should be excited - but nothing is happening -  i dont know why...

i am a bit nervous ...

just feel really low today .... not sure why

could it be becos i part with the funds today?

is that what is surpressing my true feelings?

I should be excited about new bras and boobs right?

Just take lots of vitamins May and get lots of rest so you feel better quicker :) 

Lil, maybe you'll be more excited on the day? I think everyones been up and down and when I paid mine I freaked out too.. You just have to think about why you're doing it and why you want it :) xx

Oh Prettylil, i feel exactly the same. I made payment this morning, i now feel a little bit sick and panicked! I guess there is the realisation there is no going back now.

Deep breaths...it will all be fine :0) xx

Waiting to go in for pre op positive thinking is not going well! Feeling rather nervous lol

Lol girls, omg I paid mine this morning too, I was actually shaking when giving my details over phone, wtf's that all about. I've now got a banging headache.
Ok girls let's listen to May & positive thoughts all the way, Prettylil - well done hun for keep those nerves at bay, have you been on the Valium? lol.x