last night

last night was horrible! i'd said i was very happy with my new girls,but last night i looked at them and thought they are looking smaller and dont look any differnt only a little bit! so in the evening i felt upet and i was getting shooting pains in my nips what was really annoying! then at bed time it took me ages to sleep,and i woke up about half 2 with horrible pain in my breasts i just felt like i wanted to rip them out they was really annnoying me! i hate the recovery part so fustrating, i was happy b4 becus i hadnt had anypain since getting them done just felt a bit uncomftable,but i certainly felt them last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just hope this is worth it andstops soon because at the moment im not sure if i made the right desicion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
think i need to see a phscologist after all this lol. one min im happy and the nest im depressed!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Aww hun im sure all these feelings are totally natural, you have so many changes to go through and when they drop and fluff im sure you will be amazed!

x x x x x

It's normal to have a touch of the 'booby blues' honey - I'm sure I speak for at least 90% of the girls on here when I say we've all been a bit down after our ops. It's normal to question whether it was the right thing to do, and if you've chosen the right size etc. You're early days just now and you'll be amazed at the changes you still have to go through, although right now you won't be able to see how they could possibly change. Just wait til the fluffing fairy has paid you a visit - you'll feel a whole lot differently about your boobs. Shooting pains is quite normal too - it's just your nerves going crazy where they've suffered trauma.. it'll settle.

Take it easy and try and just relax for the next wee while. You need time to bond with your new additions.

Mxx

Totally agree with everything minxie has just said hun.

Sending big hugs and you will feel better soon...trust me.

awww day 5 blues i had them and a few other girls have posted about day 5 blues xx

your not alone hun, at the moment my boobies look like HUGE freaky frankenstein boobies and im thinking WTF have i done!!! im really scared that they are going to look like this forever and i have just butchered myself, have FAITH everything will be ooookaaaay

It's just the boobie blues talking, you'll be better in a few days.

I went through similar blues to Bronzewolf - I freaked out I'd gone too big, because they were so hard and immobile, and just looked freakin' MASSIVE to me. But it does pass.

It's quite a rollercoaster of a time, you're just had serious surgery, you're in pain/uncomfortable, drugged up, lacking sleep, because for the most part you look pretty normal, people seem to forget your delicate state and act like it's just any old day at the office!! (My Dad got mad at me for not hugging him properly, I was like "Uhh, that sh!t hurts and stuff..." and he said "oh, right, I forgot...".)

It honestly won't be much longer and you're recovery will take a huge leap forward and you'll suddenly feel much more human. Feels like torture at the stage you're at now, but it doesn't last forever!

xx