Breast jealousy - ever suffered it yourself?

First of all, thank you for this post cookie, it's very honest of u and I imagine it's not easy to admit to something like this.
Mirren, so sorry to hear about ur loss, I had a miscarriage early into the pregnancy and it would have definitely been worse had I not already had a daughter. But at 7 months pregnancy, I can't even imagine what u must have been through, my condolences xx
About u not being happy with ur boobs, could it be that they have t dropped yet? What does ur PS say?
I must say I've never felt jealousy of anyone's boobs (or anything in fact), but did wish mine were just a bit normal looking at least (I had tuberous breasts, and then tuberous post breast feeding breasts). I did keep checking out other girls boobs cuz I didn't understand why mine were like that. I only learned about tuberous breasts recently, I just thought mine were odd. Thankfully I manage to look at the positive side of things and though tiny and very unsightly I had the best milk producing boobs of anyone I knew. And I'm not just talking about quantity (cow-like) lol but the best quality, too. So I accepted them as milk producing tools for a couple of years. Lol
When I started my BA journey, although my friend suggested, I didn't take pic and ask the PS to get that look, I just asked for natural looking breasts in proportion with my body, not big and with a nipple in the middle. That's what I've got so far and I'm very happy with it. And now I still look at other boobies but just trying to guess who's had theirs done,lol, but totally happy with mine .