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im back! psychological assesment today!
hi everyone, sorry i havent been around for aaaaaages! i felt like nothing was happening on the boobies front, so in a way felt like i didnt belong here. anyway ive had my scan in september, which confirmed i had no boobies..... which was kind of bitter-sweet. in a way it would have been amazing if they had said ''you know what, your boobs are actually within the normal bracket''.....instead i got ''from the findings we are confident your breast tissue falls well below the normal bracket of the average woman...we will now refer you for further assesment for breast augmentation''. so in terms of the current size of my breasts i do qualify for the op, and now i have to hav a psychological assesment....which is TODAY! im sooooooooooo nervous but excited knowing that im a step closer. i know its going to be so hard to talk about the issues i have about my breasts as i havent actually talked to anyone about it before...arggghhh!!
hopefully once this is over with, and they accept me then i wont have to wait long to see the surgeon. the psychologist waiting list is so long, but i absolutly understand that im not a priority in this, so im not complaining, im just saying that now things will start moving much more quickly.
anyway, hope everyones well, and ill let you know how i get on later
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hopefully once this is over with, and they accept me then i wont have to wait long to see the surgeon. the psychologist waiting list is so long, but i absolutly understand that im not a priority in this, so im not complaining, im just saying that now things will start moving much more quickly.
anyway, hope everyones well, and ill let you know how i get on later
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pinkprincess881- BJSF Addict
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Aww, goodluck hunnie, I hope the interview goes well for you. Please let us know how everything went
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carol_s- BJSF Elite Member
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Hope it goes well!
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kittie- BJSF Elite Member
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hi everyone. well ive been.....god i feel so emotionally drained right now. the psychologist was soooo lovely, understanding and empathetic, but it didnt really make it any easier.
we covered everything about my childhood, my relationship with my mum, and everything in between! i think the hardest thing was putting my feelings into words, as i have never spoken to anyone about it before, everyone i know and have ever known (including friends and family) have commented on my lack of boobs, or made jokes etc, so i dont feel like i can seriously discuss with them exactly how i feel about them, or exactly how small (okay...non-excistent) they are. she genuinely seemed shocked by some of the things people had said (including an ex boss, and my midwife) and understood completely the points i were making, the fact that i wasnt seeking somekind of perfet body, and that i understood that it wont change me as a person as such (apart from the confidence side). anyway to cut a loooooooong story short (i was there 2hours) she told me what she would put in her letter, and said that she would recommend me highley to move forward. so there we have it, another hurdle in the process done! i just feel a bit sad as most of the time i try to put my feelings about it aside, otherwise i literally wouldnt be able to function day-to-day, so im left feeling a bit raw and vulnerable!
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we covered everything about my childhood, my relationship with my mum, and everything in between! i think the hardest thing was putting my feelings into words, as i have never spoken to anyone about it before, everyone i know and have ever known (including friends and family) have commented on my lack of boobs, or made jokes etc, so i dont feel like i can seriously discuss with them exactly how i feel about them, or exactly how small (okay...non-excistent) they are. she genuinely seemed shocked by some of the things people had said (including an ex boss, and my midwife) and understood completely the points i were making, the fact that i wasnt seeking somekind of perfet body, and that i understood that it wont change me as a person as such (apart from the confidence side). anyway to cut a loooooooong story short (i was there 2hours) she told me what she would put in her letter, and said that she would recommend me highley to move forward. so there we have it, another hurdle in the process done! i just feel a bit sad as most of the time i try to put my feelings about it aside, otherwise i literally wouldnt be able to function day-to-day, so im left feeling a bit raw and vulnerable!
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pinkprincess881- BJSF Addict
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I can understand how you have been left feeling a little raw and extremely vulnerable sweetheart. It isn't easy telling folk about how much you hate you body for not developing properly. However, that is the worst part now over and tomorrow you will feel a lot, lot happier - especially now that you have cleared that final hurdle and you will have some lovely boobies in the not too far distant future
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carol_s- BJSF Elite Member
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Aww, I wish you luck hun, hope it all goes well and you get the go ahead very soon. x
angbabyxx- BJSF Elite Member
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hiya everyone-thank you for the support! i feel much better today, i just felt so low and empty last night, but as carol said, i feel happier now. im just keeping my fingers crossed that they have the funding still available, and i can move forward with my life instead of feeling trapped in an adolecent body, and not feeling like a woman. xx
pinkprincess881- BJSF Addict
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Hello pinkprincess :wavey: welcome back hunni.
Well done hun, you've been very brave talking about your body issues, but it's one more hurdle that you've manged to overcome. You're even closer now to getting the boobs you deserve so much.
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Well done hun, you've been very brave talking about your body issues, but it's one more hurdle that you've manged to overcome. You're even closer now to getting the boobs you deserve so much.
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alfie- BJSF Elite Member
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Sorry it left you feeling so raw hun but talking like that is a new experience for most of us. On the bright side, you have the recommendation.
kittie- BJSF Elite Member
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aw well done for getting through it all, its awful but in a way relieving(sp) once you have opened up to the phsychologist, well thats how i felt anyways coz like you i had never properly told anyone exactly how it made me feel!
Good luck with the funding side of it i'm sure you'll be fine!!
Misty x
Good luck with the funding side of it i'm sure you'll be fine!!
Misty x
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